I really feel today as though it is time to just give up. Don't take the tablets, don't have any more treatments and hope it takes me as soon as possible though with my luck of course that wouldn't happen. I will just linger on and on and on.
Basically my entire life is a complete waste of space and no one will really miss me or even remember that I existed after a very short time. I am alone, I always was alone, and I always will be alone.